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Le booh!

Sat May 17, 2008, 5:55 AM
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So after two months I finally manage to take some time and update DA a bit. Not that I have anything to update apart from a journal. Maybe I should consider journals as an art. Right, anyway.
Two months of therapy have passed, and I have learned a lot about the human psyche as well as myself. The end conclusion was most interesting though. During my last weeks, I Had asked for a thourough evaluation of my psychological self. So I got to do some fun tests, such as the Rorsach-test (that's the one where they show you ink-stains and ask what you see in them), a lengthy Yes-No test with 567 questions, etc. And so we found I have a form of a bipolair disorder, type II, which is similair to manic-depression. I remember the psychologue telling me this very gently, as if she was afraid she'd insult me. But I was relieved. Finally I knew what was going wrong all these years, and that it's just something I couldn't help for most part. I felt almost redeemed in the dys after I had gotten the news. It suddenly made more sense, all these things that went wrong and that I couldn't fix. I wasn't the problem, it was (and is) my disease. Because that's what it is, a disease (not contageous, don't worry). It's something I can't help, but I have to live with, and learn to control through various little things that are obvious to other people, but not to me. I was able to let a few things that have been bothering me, go now. Pain subsided, thoughts and memories became just that, and it was as if the sun broke through a rainy day. The enemy within has a name now. Which makes it a lot easier to send hatemail (I kid I kid).

More news, I got a new girlfriend, and she has a page on DA. Gogo visit Lienemien. Now, k tnx. µ

Note to self: journals getting shorter. Must change!

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  • Current Residence: Hasselt, Belgium
  • Interests: Writing, reading a bit, stuffs
  • Favourite movie: That one on that screen there
  • Favourite band or musician: Syntax
  • Favourite genre of music: Lots
  • Favourite artist: You pick one
  • Favourite poet or writer: L.H. Wiener
  • Favourite photographer: Nyte-Angel82
  • Operating System: I'm not a doctor...
  • MP3 player of choice: My own =(
  • Shell of choice: Wings of my guardian angel
  • Wallpaper of choice: My walls are painted !
  • Skin of choice: Someone else's
  • Favourite game: Call of Cthulhu ccg
  • Favourite gaming platform: A table with gaming munchees! (*spelling*)
  • Personal Quote: Men are pigs
  • Tools of the Trade: Excalibur
  • MSN: Ask and stuff :|

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heya!!
like you (k)
you were here! and damn, I had to miss that occasion. ;)

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member of *childrensillustrator
yo man long time no speak, you were like the first person i spoke to on DA how you been?

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We Have Finnaly Proved that Evil People Are Rencarnated As Cripples, Which Means That Steven Hawking Was None Other Than Adolf Hitler.
welcome back handsome

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"Those who never take anything too seriously have a distinct advantage over those who do"
Don't know if you are still active here or not but I figured I would stop and say hello and wish you well :aww:

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Look What I Can Do :juggle:
check ;)
c'mon come home like ~elvenfae said!

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member of *childrensillustrator
WHERE ARE YOU YVES?! WE MISS YOU. Please come home soon..

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ArtMafia :bulletred: AussiesUnite:bulletred: Stock Art
check ;)

must say I'm with K-Lynette on this, whatcha doing?

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SOOPAR IMOTOCHAN BEAM OF LOVE AND I MISS YOU AND PLZ COME BACK, KTHXLADRIVETHRU~

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BAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUGH [<--- that's the soopar beam noise]

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All I'm tellin' them, I'm back and I'm not. I can't remember where I was, I forgot. Knitting it all, these holes that I need, to crawl through a brick wall is hard to say the least.

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