It's been almost a year since I last wrote something on DA. Suddenly I was gone, and many people have been wondering where I went. Well, actually, I went nowhere. I was at home. Curtains closed, door closed, phone off, ignoring the doorbell. Yes, for a long time indeed. But that was me, hiding from the world because I don't like the damn place. Which, on a sidenote, I still don't.
So what did I do a whole year long? I played WoW, not because it's an addictive game, but because it gave me a whole world to hide in. Being Yina the female druid (hey, if you gonna look at a toon for hours a day, you better look at something pretty) was a nice experience. But life never fails at being ironic. Playing a healer in an online game for months, I eventually ended up being the one needing heals in reality. And some decent healing was in order. I however, will spare the details as I don't feel like being called an emo kid. Then again, emo kids don't usually end up in the psychiatric part of the hospital. Yes, you are reading correctly. I was taken in for a severe depression and spent the last three weeks in hospital getting therapy. Quite the strengthening experience I must say. The conclussion of the psychiatrist was "Vital Depression". Which, in my case, manifested itself in a dominant solitair behaviour. The more annoying part of this is less of an interesting matter. It means that depression is literally in my genes, and that there's no real cure for it. What I need to do is, change a few of my thinking patterns, and perhaps medication. The latter I'd rather avoid as I'm not fond of pills and all that, but if it's what it takes, I'll do it. Because I'm goddamn sick now of falling into depressions over and over again. Luckily, I'm blessed with the best sister ever (ya rly), and my parents are supporting me very greatly as well.
But the road is still long, and I'll be doing therapy during a day for a few weeks more I think. Which is alright, the other people there are very nice and cool, and I made some really good friends during my time in the hospital. And some fans because I let them read my works

Oh yea, another thing. I'm not sure I'll be posting stuff on DA again, but hey, you never know. I just might if I'll bother translating.

This in short to inform the people that have wondered where the hell I've been so long.

I'll be around.